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So I walked to the park today



Posted by ShoZu

so a couple of nights ago I watched Xanadu. I should go rollerdancing in the park next weekend. only not.
I had a minor foot surgery and I just spent another 1000$ on my cat's ass. it blew up. her ass that is. poor thing. nobody's ass should ever explode. and this was the second time. ugh.
ma man's great.
I'm hungry. among other things

Current Music: krisha das - namah shivaya

I had blueberry pancakes with black raspberry ice cream for dinner tonight. it was astounding.


fuzzle 199, originally uploaded by fuzzpup21.

I could have pushed someone in particular down these stairs today. it would have felt so good. instead I came home and cleaned like a coked out whore, to expend some anger and energy.

they were the stairs outside of my last apartment. sometimes I miss the ghetto. I definately miss the sandwiches.

the cat is meowing at the wall again, time to vacuum

howdy.
I hurt. I got a wisdom tooth out and a shiteload of cysty grossness scraped out of the back of my jaw. ouch. gross. awouchhh. at least I can eat solid foods again. the other 3 aren't infected so they're coming out in may! yay!
work is good. hectic but great. not perfect but definately many steps in the right direction. complicated I guess.

I've been kind of lonely lately.
been on a few dates, but not many. I don't like people who endlessly overbook themselves so I try to not do that, and I end up being tired and busy with other lifeshit to do. the guys I have been hanging out with have been nice, I've had some fun. none are just the right fit I guess. and I'm just in a funk.


I love alonetime too though so I can't really complain, I bring the lonelyness on myself a lot of the time.

getting a new camera for my birthday. finally! my baby died so long ago, I've been using paul's camera for so long. it's ok, but not mine. and I think broken...

I might buy a new ipod soon too with the money I better get back after I file my taxes. because although my ipod is old reliable it is quite the artifact. it's not even in color. I mean fo real. I need something that I can fit all my music on finally. since I gave up on deleting sprees a long time ago...

I wish I didn't run out of my vicodin yesterday. who wouldn't wish that?

Current Music: the smiths-there is a light that never goes out

I've started living again lately. I had my last day at the law office of my former employment last monday and am currently in the middle of a two weeks of awesomeness before I start the next job. towards the end of the month I'll be starting to work up at Sloan Kettering, I'm really excited about it! yuh. I've been meeting a lot of people at random that work there too. good times. in the down/meantime I've been keeping overly busy, and sleeping less than I'd prefer. I've gone to some concerts and plays, seen a bunch of good friends, met some new ones, had some sex, had some really fucking awesome pie and probably drank too much.
I met a guy I'm really digging. we've hung out a few times now, it's been awesome, I guess we'll just wait and see with that one. I was a bit of a strumpet when me and paul broke up, it's a good thing to not want to be one right now. as much.
I've been going to some shows recently, it's been refreshing. and loverly. it's been so long since I was this busy. I kinda miss being a recluse.
I had a great time at the arcade fire/lcd soundsystem show last saturday. it was le sex and a half. lcd was ridiculous, james murphy is fucking hot and a tad insane. and the arcade fire was utter beauty. regine just bounces around like a pixie and does everything. and then on thursday we went to stars. I'm a sucker for canadian indie rock haha. I was all smiles, twas another great show. amy milan should be in the triplets of belleville, in a good way.
going to the new pornographers, the polyphonic spree, and final fantasy in the coming weeks.
and now I'm poor. from buying too many tickets...yay new job!....
last night I went to a jazz benefit for an organization that my friend Jamie worked for in thailand that rescues kids from the sex trade and being lost in the system. there was a decent turn out I thought, raised some good money. then I had some drama, then glorious chinese food. westside chef to be precise. give me more dumplings. cover me in them. but not really, but give me a lot of them.
we afterpartied and insanity ensued. I had a spectacular time.
I've been running around the city all day today, and now am tired. sitting at home hanging out with myself. I throw a great private party, let me tell you. life's really great. it's been a while since that happened. cheers.
I've been doing a lot of pushups lately. I did 120 today so far. I don't know how that started. I'm still weak though. but hot. mmm, hot and weak. and so modest

Current Location: my bedroom
Current Music: the most serene republic-present or future end

back to the doctor today, more wrong with me, but all fixable, and the rest of that shit is clearing up, praise jebux. happy new year to all my jews. I wish I had the day off too. I've been really lazy all day though, so I guess that's kind of like a day off in a way.
I had so much to say 5 minutes ago

Current Music: feist- so sorry

this fucking sucks.
I'm really sick. for a while they didn't know what was wrong with me and I was utterly terrified. I finally got to see a competent doctor [the 4th opinion...] and recieved drugs and intelligence. on the way to recovery.
had a great labor day weekend despite the appearances by the 103 fever and migraine-like head slaughterings. was up having love time with the goonyas. was supposed to hunt some ghostly nuns but we didn't get to it. fucky.
tonight sucked shit and I'm a ball of negative emotions.
I had some good chili though. and put some crap on my walls. purty.
I'm off to sulk more and gradually pass out to mogwai

Current Music: mogwai-mogwai fear satan

I just bought A LOT OF SHIT online. it was gratifying but most likely stupid.

Current Music: john vanderslice- the parade

my boss just called me because he wanted to let me hear a busker with a one stringed cello playing twinkle twinkle little star and making cow noises. . .

yeah.

I have some plans tonight.
aussi, plans for upcoming labor day extravaganza del tewks avec Jaitlyn et macDaddy are locked in. we are so fucking set for launch.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: patrick wolf- the magic position
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